Princess of Darkness

Thursday, March 27, 2008

I'm back

I'm back...yippie.. Miss home so much for the last 2 weeks but I did had loads of fun in UK and Paris though. Great friends and great experience. I don't think I have enough energy to write down all up tonight so I will postpone it until my next entry.

All I care is now I'm back and ready to slam myself on my big cosy bad...no more relying on heater..wicked!

Friday, March 07, 2008

Realize

Realize by Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This could all pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now owa, owa ohh

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Auckland

the past week has been nothing but a wonderful holiday for me. Spending time with someone that you care and willing to put up with each other ups and downs. Auckland surely treated me well apart from hot weather and traffic jam but apart from those things I wish I could stay there with my nooby. When I woke up this morning, I constantly asking myself what am i doing here in Bangkok, why not stay in Auckland for longer. The reality sort of hit me hard when I realized that I have class to attend this evening then going to UK next Monday *sighs*.

Miss your clingy text, asking me to wake up early so you can bug me. We sent txt to each other no matter you were just sleeping outside my room (more like your room but I stole it for the last week). There are heaps of memory, i think I could write it all up but I prefer to keep them all to myself. I don't really want to share our precious time to anybody else. This blog is just for me saying how much I enjoyed my time there and wish I could stay there longer.

Hope you liked my french toast, spaghetti, garlic bread, tonkatsu salad and stir fry vegetables. More things that I want to cook for you but I guess we have to wait for another 3 months before we can meet each other again. How ironic is that as we both hate waiting and we both are not exactly patient people but look what we've been through... mainly involved with 'waiting'. However, I guess we both accepted it and learn how to deal with this huge distance obstacle. For some people, been in a relationship for nearly 4 months could be nothing but for me, it's a big deal as I feel like we know each other for years and really appreciate every moment with you. I don't know what future holds for us but who cares right. As long as we treat each other well and learn to give and take and try our hardest not to take each other for granted that's the most important thing.

Not sure whether you still remember that we watched '10 Things I hate about you' together when I was there. The plot is quite corny and I was quite surprised that you enjoyed it because normally you don't really watch this kind of movie. What I'm trying to say is, sometimes life can be corny and lame most of the time but if you look at things positively and think that there's always someone for you...life is not so bad after all.

Miss you heaps Jo and you better get your arse here asap or else I will sell LV bag that you gave me to other people and accusing you of neglecting you gf.