Princess of Darkness

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Busy Busy

Finally, I have time to ACTUALLY write something on my blog but seriously who cares it's not like people read it anyway hehe. Still and all, I've been pretty darn busy with loads of thing ever since I came back from Thailand. Life has been good except the fact that I have to leave here soon, 41 days to be exact. Gosh, I just don't want to think about it, it's just too cruel. When people asked me how am I going to cope when the time comes, I just went blank and just didn't know what to say. It's quite funny really because I always have plan for my life but for this one hmm...I just don't know. I guess time will tell.

Sorting out about the house, cleaning up, gardening and shopping have been my daily routine (I like the last one, shopping). However, I still feel empty because usually at this time of the year I always went mad about immigration issue and my new project for my Fine Arts course but since I'm a graduate and going back to Thailand soon, I don't have to think about those matters anymore. Some people might find it's awesome because you can just relax and carefree but seriously it's not for me, I just feel awkward for not doing any of those things. I wish I could go back to the printing room and create a few series of my silk screen work, unfortunately I can't. Nevertheless, I don't have any sort of intentions to carry on this course in honour nor master degree level because you're going to end up doing the same thing over and over again and it will be 3 years in total in order to gain Master degreein Fine Arts. That's the reason why I'm going back to Thailand and hopefully I will get a place in Master of Arts in Cultural Management at the Chulalongkorn University (just wish me luck..I really need that).


Watching dvd, series and surfing interent also are part of my life at the moment. I'm addicted to the series calls Ugly Betty right now as I find it's very funny and another reason is purely keeping my mind off a lot of things. Sean doesn't like it though, I wouldn't say he hates it but he said it's too typical in which you're kinda know what's going to happen next. I only half agreed with him in the part that it's quite predictable, coinciding it's not too serious like a lot of series nowadays which involving foul languages, violence and stupid supernatural powers. I prefer something bases on reality.

I like Betty character despite she's unattractive but she has tons of confidence in hers. She's definitely not a flamboyant but not a loser nor nerd. I believe people these days base their life on materialism which I find it's ridiculous. Of course, you want to look nice just like your favourite movie stars or models but you just have to accept that God has his own purposes and he has his own reasons why he's created you this way. Accept it and live with it. Anyhow, it doesn't mean that you cannot adapt or have some kind of modification to yourself. I don't mean that you have to go on surgery for your appearance but you can easily modify your personality and your MIND. Just be positive and optimistic, follow what's good for you and others. Whatever things that will harm you or anybody else..don't do. It's pretty simple and I'm sure it will make you look better, outside and inside.


Oh I almost forgot, I've been watching at least 3 films by Audrey Hepburn in the past weeks and I absolutely loved it. You have to check out 'How to steal a million' and 'Funny Face', I wouldn't recommend 'Sabrina' as i find it's too corny' Furthermore, Epic movie sucks, don't waste your money like I did.


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