You found me
This post has nothing relevant to its title. I'm basically stealing the name of the song that I'm listening right now, ' you found me' by the fray. For me, I already found that person and he's sleeping downstairs after his long day and I have to say that my darling Jo is such a brave person (can't stop telling him that today) for getting his wisdom tooth removed even though he hates pain more than anything in the world..but don't we all? hate pain..physically + mentally.
Can't lie that the current situation in Thailand is really pissing me off, no need to mention the fact that we can't make to Japan due to stupid PAD's protesters taking over the international airport and I'm quite worried how Jo is going to make his trip back to Kuching this Thursday. According to Thai Airways website, a lot of international flights have to be made through U-Tapao airport (100 something kms of Bangkok) and it requires at least 5 hours for passengers to proceed the airport prior to the departure time. How crazy is that.. 5 hours!!! I hope all of you will rot in hell, stupid protesters.
*Can't stop looking at my ring finger* yes yes people out there, Ploy is no longer available okay and nobody can ever beat this huge ass rock! yes you got that right..I'm taken (Jo you better be smiling right now you know). Come to think of it, I've been with Jo (as in the same place) for nearly 3 weeks now and it feels so great, of course we have our ups and downs but it seems like we're getting better. People tend to learn things and adapt to it through time and I'm no difference.
Don't know why but today I've been thinking whether I should follow Jo back to Kuching on this Thursday or not hmm.. Well, mom won't be happy that's for sure but then I also need to respect Jo's parents as well since Jo came all the way to Thailand to ask my parents for their permission. Mom will use the present situation in Thailand as an excuse for not letting me go that's for sure but I think I should go... hmm..decision decision decision. I know I will feel so awkward going there but then Jo probably felt the same way when he first came to Thailand as my boyfriend...but now no longer boyfriend you see... yes you better be smiling one more time Jo. Oh well...I guess I just have to think thoroughly and carefully about it.
The world is so crazy now and it seems so chaotic with people killing each other and yes with stupid protesters closing the airport! scerw you scum bags! Honey, if you're reading this..know that I miss you so much even though you're downstairs sleeping, don't want to disturb you because I want your wound to heal so we can play around and go to places together tomorrow. We went to so many places in the past 2 weeks, chinatown, platinum, pimai, P'Jim's wedding (and you look super handsome last night darling).
I know that I ain't the perfect girl in the world and constantly causing you headache but this girl loves you so much and only you wish for the best for her man. I can be the real pain in the arse, and the meanest person in the entire universe...but at the end of the day, I still want a hug from you before I go to bed. I don't ask for much (right... Jo thinks) sure I'm a high maintenance girl but simple things also make me smile. ^^
I love our quiet day where we don't do anything. I love our non-sense conversation which always turns out to be something very meaningful. I love how you can be such a playful person just to put smile on my face. I love how you ask me to drink more or to eat more fruits so I won't have trouble going to toilet. I love how you shower me with a decent amount of sweet words everyday. I love how we continuously fight over who gets to carry 'MY BAG'. I love how you get jealous over small items around my room...I find that is very cute as it shows that I do mean something to you. I know how we trash about our past or how you make random comments about things. Love how you teach me how to play pool, at least now I can hit the ball ^^ Love how you try to teach me new things, you can be a very good teacher do you know that... but sorry student...I'm his ONLY student..sorry I don't do charity work...sharing is BAD!!!!
To be honest, I'm not looking forward for this Thursday but I also need to learn to be more understanding and reasonable that Jo has his family waiting for him patiently back in Kuching. I really don't know what am I going to do in that one month apart, I'm very used to having Jo around and it won't be the same after this Thursday. I know that I will be listening to lonely songs more often...what to do right..music moves me but at the end of the day, I have to remind myself that he's still with me and I still have people here that need me. So smile Ploy and everything will be fine ^^.. Crying over things seem so effortless but smile over it, is much better.
Can't lie that the current situation in Thailand is really pissing me off, no need to mention the fact that we can't make to Japan due to stupid PAD's protesters taking over the international airport and I'm quite worried how Jo is going to make his trip back to Kuching this Thursday. According to Thai Airways website, a lot of international flights have to be made through U-Tapao airport (100 something kms of Bangkok) and it requires at least 5 hours for passengers to proceed the airport prior to the departure time. How crazy is that.. 5 hours!!! I hope all of you will rot in hell, stupid protesters.
*Can't stop looking at my ring finger* yes yes people out there, Ploy is no longer available okay and nobody can ever beat this huge ass rock! yes you got that right..I'm taken (Jo you better be smiling right now you know). Come to think of it, I've been with Jo (as in the same place) for nearly 3 weeks now and it feels so great, of course we have our ups and downs but it seems like we're getting better. People tend to learn things and adapt to it through time and I'm no difference.
Don't know why but today I've been thinking whether I should follow Jo back to Kuching on this Thursday or not hmm.. Well, mom won't be happy that's for sure but then I also need to respect Jo's parents as well since Jo came all the way to Thailand to ask my parents for their permission. Mom will use the present situation in Thailand as an excuse for not letting me go that's for sure but I think I should go... hmm..decision decision decision. I know I will feel so awkward going there but then Jo probably felt the same way when he first came to Thailand as my boyfriend...but now no longer boyfriend you see... yes you better be smiling one more time Jo. Oh well...I guess I just have to think thoroughly and carefully about it.
The world is so crazy now and it seems so chaotic with people killing each other and yes with stupid protesters closing the airport! scerw you scum bags! Honey, if you're reading this..know that I miss you so much even though you're downstairs sleeping, don't want to disturb you because I want your wound to heal so we can play around and go to places together tomorrow. We went to so many places in the past 2 weeks, chinatown, platinum, pimai, P'Jim's wedding (and you look super handsome last night darling).
I know that I ain't the perfect girl in the world and constantly causing you headache but this girl loves you so much and only you wish for the best for her man. I can be the real pain in the arse, and the meanest person in the entire universe...but at the end of the day, I still want a hug from you before I go to bed. I don't ask for much (right... Jo thinks) sure I'm a high maintenance girl but simple things also make me smile. ^^
I love our quiet day where we don't do anything. I love our non-sense conversation which always turns out to be something very meaningful. I love how you can be such a playful person just to put smile on my face. I love how you ask me to drink more or to eat more fruits so I won't have trouble going to toilet. I love how you shower me with a decent amount of sweet words everyday. I love how we continuously fight over who gets to carry 'MY BAG'. I love how you get jealous over small items around my room...I find that is very cute as it shows that I do mean something to you. I know how we trash about our past or how you make random comments about things. Love how you teach me how to play pool, at least now I can hit the ball ^^ Love how you try to teach me new things, you can be a very good teacher do you know that... but sorry student...I'm his ONLY student..sorry I don't do charity work...sharing is BAD!!!!
To be honest, I'm not looking forward for this Thursday but I also need to learn to be more understanding and reasonable that Jo has his family waiting for him patiently back in Kuching. I really don't know what am I going to do in that one month apart, I'm very used to having Jo around and it won't be the same after this Thursday. I know that I will be listening to lonely songs more often...what to do right..music moves me but at the end of the day, I have to remind myself that he's still with me and I still have people here that need me. So smile Ploy and everything will be fine ^^.. Crying over things seem so effortless but smile over it, is much better.
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