They're kept on coming..who?!?...Stalkers

Seriously, why do my life have to be involved with these kind of people? If you don't know what kind of people I'm talking about let's me clarify it to you. I only have a few words to describe these people and those are ... psycho, weird and pathetic or if you put all these words together it will become..Stalker. Also, if you've read my blog previously on the subject 'weird' you can figure it out that this is not the first time but what's bad about it that this is a different guy (I presume that this one is different than the former stalker). Okay the story started off like this... (I basically copied some part from the email which I sent to my bf as I can't be bothered to write up the whole thing again.)

Last night after I got home from the stupid frantic class (also long story on this), I noticed a brown envelope on the dining table. The size of the envelope is for A4 size paper. So I opened it after I saw my name as a receiver. Inside there was 4 pieces of A4 and one no name CD. Let's guess what on earth is it?!?.... your time is up. The answer is..... a freaking love letter and one lame love songs CD from another STALKER!!!! I hate it I hate it. This one is even worse, he knows my birthday and he even gave me his msn account name and his cellphone numbers... two numbers. Like hell I'm going to add him or call him. (He didn't give me his address though..thanks goodness)

The reason why I'm so sure that he's different from the stalker that his stupid gf called me and scolded me on things that I didn't do is because the name is different (did I jump to the conclusion way too fast?). His handwriting is horrible and according to the stamp, it indicated that the sender's postcode is the same as my postcode so I can eliminate my friends out of that.

At first I thought my friends were pulling my leg but I have to be a little bit logical to the fact that none of my friends work or live around here. Therefore, I doubt that they will put such an effort driving all the way from wherever they live to here just to send me this stupid love letter. I called mom and told her that I received a weird letter, she told me not to open it because she scared that it will contaminate with poisoned chemicals i.e., anthrax. Good one mom! Another friend of mine, Chai told me something that might make sense to this whole situation is that probably I have something inside me that could attract weird people or these people can see a deep inner beauty...screw you Chai hahahaha. Hmm..does that mean my bf is weird as well?!? *puzzling*

I reckon that life is full of surprises but this kind of surprise is not what I've expected. It's truely not what I want for sure. As one could imagine, having stalker is not a pleasant thing. It's actually scared the hell out of me since this person and I share the same postcode which means he probably lives around here. Unless, he came all the way to my area just to send me this stupid letter..pretty scary huh. I only wish that this guy is rich and handsome haha but I don't want to put my hopes up and no matter he is, it's still freaky and terrifying anyway. Desperate thing for one person could do.

There is no moral in this story but all I want to say for guys out there. If you're interested in someone, have at least a tiny gut to introduce yourself IN PERSON. Please.... for the love of God, don't send such a weird letter or things to people and expecting them to contact you. Firstly, you're already scared the shit out of that person. Secondly, they probably think that you're a weirdo which I already set my mind that whoever stalk me are weirdo!!! Lastly, it is lame to hide behind curtains so be brave and you never know what's the outcome going to be but at least you try. I don't want to be so harsh by using nasty words and I'm not going to do so. I'm trying to understand that maybe these people have such a timid personality, positive thinking as you can see. However, I might be insane or close to that boarder if I called or make a contact to these people *sigh*. Oh well whatever will be, will be but for now I'm sure that my life is no longer the same. I miss my life back in New Zealand, I was carefree and happy to be around my beloved friends and most importantly no stalker. People there are so opened about their feelings which is great and they can accept the consequences. I'm not discriminating but all I'm saying that people here, they're either TOO opened (in a negative way) or Too sheepish. I wish I could turn back time every now and then and be in the place where I belong.