It's me who's howling...

I have less than two weeks to be here, Christchurch. I hate this feeling so much, the feeling to let something go but you still want to keep it. It's so hard..pretty darn hard. *sigh*

So many things to do but in the meantime I have so little time. I wish I could stop-time and do things that I've been putting them off or go to places which I've never been to.

I should stop whinning and just get on with my life. Who knows things might get better, I just have to be positive about it.