A forlorn moment

Hate being by myself
Hate this feeling of being unwanted
Hate being one-sided
Hate to be the only one in this parallel
Hate when people start questioning
Hate when I'm the last to know
Hate when I have to find it out this way
and I really hate this feeling........

What am I doing?
What do I really want out of this?

Wish I can read people's mind
Wish I can tell whether people telling me the truths or not
Wish I can see through them

Just sick of playing this game.