Letter L

I never realized before that letter 'L' has such an impact to my life until today. I should have apprehended that long time ago but I guess lately I haven't had time for myself. First of all, I drive Lexus, yup that starts with letter 'L' and I'm a Louis Vuittion fanatic, yes begins with 'L'. This might sound lame but Love has been a complicated issue to me recently as well..gosh that's lame. Oh and lastly, there are so many losers in my life and I can't shake them off..sad huh!

At least I have something to cheer me up today and that associates with letter 'L'..yes LV bag..ho ho ho. It's been ages.......since I purchased the last LV bag ( the end of last year I guess). Man I deserve it okay! I work my butt off since I came back from Sheepland. Working at the shop and study at the same time ain't easy but l think I can handle it relatively well. Unfortunately, I'm pretty dry now..oh well at least for 3 months *scream*.

Moral for today, Diamond is no longer girl's best friend. LV is!

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Do you believe in 'love at first sight'? well... I don't. I guess it takes time before you know your exact feeling towards that person. Lust happens all the time but love doesn't come that easily. I guess it's easy to say the word 'love' but do you really feel it? I sort of doubt it. I used to say that word a lot but do I mean it.. hahahaha... I'm not even sure.

It's really hard to know your feeling especially when you're in a pool of doubt. I always wonder how can people know whether they are in love or not. My friend told me that you know you're in love when you can't get that person out of your head, you can't eat without thinking of him/her so basically you can't do anything without reminiscing of that person's face. Hmm..okay my friend got a point but don't you think that could be just a lust not love?!?

Why am I rasing this issue, well let's say that a few of my mates confessed their feelings to me and I mean it feels good to know that there are people who have a positive feeling toward you but do I want to commit myself? I guess not. One of the guys is definitely a no no. I don't even know him and most importantly he's not my type (hope i don't sound too shallow). Another guy is a friend of friends, he's a nice guy I have to give him that. However, can he handle my unstable ups and downs? don't know and better not let him try, just don't want to scare him off I suppose. I'd rather have friends more than committing myself into a relationship. It's actually really hard for the both of us as he's already revealed his intention and I already told him that nothing is going to happen. To be honest, there's a one percent of curiousity in me though (oh well you do the math).

It's such a cliche, when you try to run away from something, it comes right to you. Still, when you really want something it's too far-fetched! What a life I have...

Murmurous moment

Okay I like touching chubby kids and tubby people but it doesn't mean I want to date them. The end of the story.

Red Bull

Q: Why Rain (Korean Idol) has wings?
A: Because he drinks Red Bulls

Puzzle???????

Red Bull gives you wings...

Thanks Aek for the most messed up thought!!!! hahhahahaha

die mosquitoes die

What do you ususally do during the period of the end of the month and starting of the new month? What most of people at my age do is probably enjoying their salaries, going out for a nice meal with friends and family or maybe pay off their debts (i.e. credit card bills). Guess what I did... I was hospitalized for 3 nights due to a stupid disease, Haemorrhagic Fever.

It started off two days before the first of September. It began with a minor headache then it developed to a high fever, aching all over my body until I couldn't stand anymore. I rushed to the hospital at 5a.m. with my maid and my driver without telling my parents. I didn't want them to freak out plus I thought it was just a cold or something that doctor could just prescribe some pills for me to take home. However, the reality is nasty, my temperature reached up to 39.5 degree celsius...no kidding. The headache condition turned itself to torment.

After the 'hot' doctor realized that this is not just a stupid cold or flu, he ordered two nurses to sign me up for a hospital admission. He said I need to stay at the hospital for a while in order for him to diagnose the right symptom..darn! So 4 days and 3 nights at the hospital was another experience and I hated it. With all the vomitting, headache and tantrum....not fun at all. The good part about it is that people brought me so many fancy stuffs hahahahhaha...Oh well, at least I survived and I blame it on stupid mosquitoes at uni. I could say that now I become a paranoid person toward mosquitoes even when I sleep. You would as well if you were me, getting jab everyday for blood test is not a fun activity okay! Especially at 6a.m. totally not fun.

Lastly, I would like to dedicate this blog entry to Toilek, my maid who had put up with me for the whole week while I was sick at home and at the hospital. You're the best maid one could have. Hail to ya!

Can't help stop thinking about you

Thanks for such a lovely song TANK...you're the sweetest..

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