Hooray!!!!

Who would have thought that after my previous entry, I got my passport back with 'student visa'. Thanks Lord for your kindness, I know you always look after me and please protecting me, my family and my dearest Jo forever.

I'm leaving this Friday and I can hardly wait to see my darling on Saturday. I've been busy with organizing document and will get super tight up with packing in no time. It's going to be very difficult for me and mom when the time comes because we both are very close but I'll drag mom with me in no time. Honey...I'm going to be there soon so please be prepared. I really want to eat your cooking and walk along the park with you. We can get a bike, of course you have to bike and I will sit at the back hahaha...I can imagine Jo saying 'baby, don't put too much weights cuz I can't control the bike' and I will punch you real hard hahaha...love you silly carrot.

Told a few friends about my departure and they are all planning to see me before I leave on Friday, very nice of them indeed but I have quite a lot of things to sort out before I go so not too sure that I can manage to see them all in time. Of course, I will ask for a permission from these two important people, one is my mom and another one is my house-fiance (dad doesn't mind as long as mom is okay *grin*). Tomorrow is going to be quite a full day as I have to follow mom out to see doctor then if I can manage to get haircut then I will but if not then I have to wait until Thursday as Thai people do believe that it's bad luck to have haircut on Wednesday and hello...I'm Thai. Hate to think about a long haul flight but thinking of the person who will be waiting at the other end is worth all the trouble, he's been nothing but a true sweetheart and thank you so much for everything honey.

Mom and dad...I will miss you and you know that I love til my last breath
Bro... you better take a good care of mom or else I will beat you up when I come back
Maids/driver/security dude..please continue with your nice cooking and looking after my house/parents. So many of you at home so better work with good quality, or else no gifts from me hahaha
Friends...you know why I have hi5 and facebook for (yes, for Jo to spy on me of course)
Jo..I will see you soon and your warm hug is highly requested
God..Thank you for making me such a lucky girl on this distorted world and thank you for everything.

*sigh*

Today is Monday,19th and my visa isn't here yet *sigh* I can only hope that I can pick it up tomorrow morning or else I'm doomed. I really don't want to postpone my trip anymore and I hate this feeling that Jo has to be in Sydney by himself. I'm so tough luck when it comes to visa thing...for real!

Dear Lord, please let me get to Sydney on this coming Saturday and be with Jo as well as start school on time -_-" I hate all these uncertainties that we both have been encountered for the last few months, it's not amusing at all. I know that there is something called hardship in everyone of us but this visa thing is so stupid *sigh* I can't imagine me not being in the same place as Jo..my darling has been through so much in the past few weeks and he deserves better than this.

I also learn through my experience that there are two sides in every situation but I really can't see any bright sides out of how things are standing right now. Nevertheless, I'm very blessed to have a very understanding guy and my mom next to me. I just have to be strong and think positively. Obstacles will go away if we think carefully, there is always a good solution for everything.

Argh... I'm going insane now...for me I require more time than normal human being to realize things or even think thoroughly. So sick of checking my visa status and so sick of calling VFS...hate you Australia! but my darling is there so I have to get there.... Pray for me Jo-ja and I will be there soon...love you honey.

Miss you darling

Jo complained to me before he left to Sydney that how come I don't update my blog..so funny and this is from a guy who hates my blog so much. I don't know when you will get to read this blog honey but whenever you get to see this entry, know that I love you so much and you are much the best house-fiance anyone can have. I wish I could fly to Sydney on the same day as you but oh well..we both know that life is a bit unfair to us both but I will be there in no time baby, so get the house ready for me okay!

My house is definitely so quiet without you, especially on the dinning table. Isn't it weird that I didn't have this feeling when I was in my last relationship or can it be that the last one is so shitty hahaha...I'm starting to hate my past too darling 'cause you are so amazing and I wish I could have met you earlier darling.

I wish I can sit by the balcony with you right now and admiring Sydney scenery. We're going to get a bench right so we can sit there in the morning when we get up where you can enjoy your cup of coffee and I have vanilla tea *smiling*. Or we can enjoy our dinner with wine/champagne there since we're going to get coffee table set to put outside in the balcony area.

I still remember the day you asked me 'the question' and I said 'yes'...I wish I can turn back time and relive that moment where it was only two of us. I love how you're being so clingy on the phone but I don't like how you always scare me with your sad/moody voice when you just got up especially when we talk on the phone cuz it make me worried so much. One more week darling and I will be there right by your side and know that you are everything to me.....love you my silly carrot. *kiss kiss*

You're still the one

Since today is our 14-monthaversary. I would like to dedicate this song, 'you're still the one' to my sweet darling who is also going to be my house-fiance when we move to Sydney *grin* Love you silly boy.

You're still the one..By Shania Twain

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night