It's me who's howling...
I have less than two weeks to be here, Christchurch. I hate this feeling so much, the feeling to let something go but you still want to keep it. It's so hard..pretty darn hard. *sigh*So many things to do but in the meantime I have so little time. I wish I could stop-time and do things that I've been putting them off or go to places which I've never been to. I should stop whinning and just get on with my life. Who knows things might get better, I just have to be positive about it.
Leave the pieces when you go
Song: Leave the pieces when you goArtists: The wreckersYou're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown [Chorus] And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone [Chorus] You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [Chorus] Leave the pieces when you go Oh yeah Leave the pieces when you go Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Leave the pieces when you go.......................................................Random note: This is how i feel right now.
Wellington
That's right I just came back from the Capital..WELLINGTON. I love that city,eh. It's totally different from Christchurch but on the other hand, Wellington reminds me of Bangkok with all those cars, traffic and of course pollution. Mom and I went up there since Monday afternoon and we came back here this morning (Thursday). We had loads of fun and not to mention that we're broke at the moment (haha). People there can dress..they have sense of fashion more than us down here but from my experience they are not as friendly as Canterberian though. We went on a day tour around Wellington city and coast. It was fun and we went to Cuba St. Courtney Place and of course Te Pa Pa Museum ( i love the latter one the most). I took heaps of photo but can't be bothered to upload it, I promise I will do when I kick that lazy bum out of me (wish will never happened). Oh and happy belated Valentine to you all. For those who's still single...good luck and hey good thing takes time. For those who's committed...don't cheat you bastard, treasure your partner..what goes around comes around OKAY!!! My mom was my date yesterday hehehehe... we had the candlelight dinner at BK..how romantic is that. I had tropical crunchy burger while mom had super large fries and three glasses of L&P and no there was no red roses last night. However, we had ton loads of fun watching couple shower each other with gifts and kisses..that was nice (the fun part was mom and I made fun of those people while we were looking at them). Talk about roses, I know it might sound cliche and corny but I don't give a darn I still want roses for Valentine's Day. The truth to tell, Sean and I had a fight before I left to Wellington and I thought darn I'm not going to get anything on Valentine's Day. However, as I am a greedy person and a real manipulator (oops...no i'm not okay guys..i'm a good person..seriously). We made up at the end and yes I received a big bunch of red roses today. I know today is no longer Valentine's day and I know the price of roses has gone cheaper today (darn you Sean) but I'm still happy....stupid girl.Anyway, I better go now. Adios ppl.
Waiting
I hate waiting..waiting is something I hate the most. For those shit heads who made me wait in many occasions please go kill yourself and die. You can't even respect other people time then you're not deserved to live. Buy a watch or something or if you're too stupid to read time, you can ask people. If not, might as well don't waste other people time by telling them ' i will be there blah blah blah ' when you know you can't make it.There will not be next time for you. That's it I'm done. I can't put up with this shit anymore. Maybe you don't mind waiting...but let me tell you what.. I DO. It's not like I never tell you this before, I did for many freaking times but did you listen to me...NO..and why....I don't even want to say it.
Love you deep deep...
I think since St Valentine's day is coming soon I should write something about it. I actually found an article on the internet about 'Couple still hugging 5,000 years on'. Such a meaningful story and quite romantic at the same time. Here is the detail of this article.
Archaeologi
sts in Italy have discovered a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, hugging each other. "It's an extraordinary case," said Elena Menotti, who led the team on their dig near the northern city of Mantova. "There has not been a double burial found in the Neolithic period, much less two people hugging - and they really are hugging." Menotti said she believed the two, almost certainly a man and a woman although that needs to be confirmed, died young because their teeth were mostly intact and not worn down.
"I must say that when we discovered it, we all became very excited. I've been doing this job for 25 years. I've done digs at Pompeii, all the famous sites," she told Reuters. "But I've never been so moved because this is the discovery of something special."
A laboratory will now try to determine the couple's age at the time of death and how long they had been buried.
Source: http://xtramsn.co.nz/technology/0,,13440-6913834,00.html
Anyway, for this Valentine I will be in Wellington with my mom and no boyfriend no no..we're not breaking up and yes we're still together. Sean will be on a trip with his parents that's why we won't be able to celebrate this occasion together (same place). I actually can't remember what happened on the last Valentine's day. To be honest, I'm not even sure Sean gave me anything on that day or not..maybe he did..hmmm.... memory memory..What a horrible girlfriend I am.
Oh well, we will sort something out for this year. Distance will put us apart temporarily on 14th of February but after March distance will divide us for a long long time.
Our Sweet Escape at Honey Pot Cafe
It's been awhile since Sean and I got to walk around town together just the two of us. Since my mom's here we both hardly get to go to places as a couple but hey don't get me wrong I'm not complaining and of course my mom is my first priority, no doubt about that. I'm quite lucky that he knows where I come from and how close mom and I are.Mom went out with her friend since 9.30a.m. and she didn't tell me when she would be back so I used this opportunity to go to town with Sean and had lunch at Honey Pot Cafe. We didn't plan that we have to go there, it just happened . I used to go there 2 years ago for a cup of hot chocolate and I loved it, I told Sean and he hasn't been there and that's how we ended up at this gorgeous place. We got there around 11.15 a.m. and we were pretty much in the middle of brunch and lunch if you like. I ordered my meal from Brunch menu while Sean had his one from Lunch menu (what a good combination).If you have read my blog before you probably know by now how much I love French Toast and yes I had it AGAIN, but they don't call French Toast at Honey Pot instead they call Sweet A.M. What a darling name.. While I had such a girly dish Sean chose to eat something more macho (as in name) by having Joe Boggs. I can't quite remember about the ingredients in his dish but there were chicken, bacon, toasts and yummy sauce. Overall, we enjoyed our meals and we loved how they decorate the place with all the art works from a various freelance artists. I remembered my classmate used to sell her art works at Honey Pot. No, I don't have any intention to sell my works there because their walls are full and my works are too big in size.
Joe Boggs
Sweet A.M.
