Princess of Darkness

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Us against the world

When I first listened to this song I found that it's so corny but after looking through the lyrics and apply it to my situation, this song is in fact very meaningful and I really agree in every single bit of this song. Especially where it said: ' There’ll be days . We’ll be on different sides but that doesn’t last too long . We find ways to get it on track and know how to turn back on'.

It's inevitable for all of us to have ups and downs in relationship but as long as you come back to each other, that's all matter. I did a lot of mistakes in my past but I'm not going to repeat the same thing to this one, because you mean so much to me. You show me the best definition of the word 'care' and what you told me today means the world to me. I know we cannot change our past but it doesn't mean we have to look back at it. You are not my past but you are my present and my future and I'm glad that I'm with you.

You told me that you're the luckiest guy on earth, well I'm also the luckiest girl on earth too. I've been asking you where have you been all these years but no matter we couldn't be together then, but look at us now we're doing things to each other that mean a lot more than people who are at the same place. I don't regret all the time that we are not together because it makes me value this relationship more. With you, no lies...with you, I feel safe...with you, beyond happiness.

19 days til you come here and it's going to be the perfect birthday for me. I promise I won't open that box until you come no matter mom keeps saying that LV bag is going to shrink hahaha (she thinks I'm such an idiot huh!). By the way, I'm going to change to your 1st LV bag tomorrow hon and I miss how you carried 'our bag' around when you were here. I'm still waiting to try chocolate cake. I promise that Sebastian and I won't get lost when you come here and yes I will feed him just like how you asked me not to forget to feed him.

You have all my time in the world Jo.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

what happened in the last 2 months

I think I should sum up of what happened to me in the last 2 months in the form of bullet points 'cause I just can't be bothered to write them up in sentences hehehe.

June:
  • My hon was finally here with me for 2 weeks and I just can't find right words to describe all the things we did together when he was here. I loved every moment even though we had our ups and downs but those things surely make me appreciate my babe more and more and I just can't wait to see you soon hon.
  • Uni started...yuck ><>
  • Hua Hin trip (reminiscing those times in Hua Hin and @ Let's Sea Resort)
  • Visiting Museum of wax with my babe and yes we argued at the ticket booth for like 5 minutes but enjoyed the rest of the time there *grin*
  • Hin Tok River Camp with my honz, mom and co (first time there)
  • My babe left me back to Auckland *cries*
  • Orientation Trip for MACM 9th batch @ Hin Tok River Camp (second time).
  • Uni uni uni.....argh!!!!

July:
  • Seminar meeting...meeting and meeting
  • Classes
  • Have Invisalign on my teeth and it's going to stay there for quite sometime
  • It will be 8 months with Jo this coming Sunday..yay yay!