more fluid for my brain pleaseeeee

1.What am I doing now?
A)Trying to complete my assignments
B)Procrastination
C)Typing this stupid Blog

2.What are you doing now?
A)Also trying to complete your assignments
B)Wasting your life away
C)Reading my stupid Blog

3.When am I going back to finish my assignments
A)Never
B)Soon...maybe
C)When I finish typing this Blog and when you finish reading my Blog.

Overall results, we are all bums and we do need more fluids for our brains URGENTLY!!!!

Questions!

How can you define yourself?
How can you be sure that you're not the most f**ked up person in the world?
How can you choose on what you want in life?
How do you know when you're right or wrong?
When you look in the mirror what do you see?
Do you see yourself in it?
When do you realize things are just getting out of hands?
What does it feel like when things don't go as planned?
How can you be so sure that you're truely happy on what you're having now?
Do you think you're mentally impaired?
Are you happy or lonely?
How many times have you lied to your love one?
Was it hurt you when you did it?
Can you handle disappointment?
Have you asked yourself whether the choice which you have made is the best one?
When you look at yourself again in the mirror again do you ever feel like that if you could turn back time you wouldn't do it?
How can you be so sure that didn't lie when you answered?!?

Weird

This is pretty weird. Today I received this funny phone call from some girl who I have no idea of. Apparently, she used a blocked number to call me. First thing she said when I picked up the phone was 'Is it Ploy?' and of course I'm Ploy so I said 'Yes, who's this?' then she replied with a very angry voice 'Do you know that he really likes you, 5 minutes ago he asked me to break up with him'. I was stunned and seriously I was like.. 'who are you and who's your boyfriend?'. The name in which she told me, her bf's name.. believe me I swear to God I've never heard of him in my life. So I asked her maybe she got the wrong number or something. Interestingly, she could easily identified on what I look like and where I study but for crying out loud I really don't know who on earth is she nor her boyfriend. So I asked her whether I know her or her boyfriend? The answer cracked me up... 'you don't know him but he really likes you'. Oh my goodness, this is why I called it's weird. I get scolded on crime that I didnt' commit, how ridiculous is that.

At the end, I told her to calm down and I can reassure her that there will be nothing going on between me and her boyfriend who I don't even know he exists or not. At one stage, I thought it was a prank call you know but after 10 minutes of realization and she was crying hard out. I became aware that this is for real but seriously how can you like someone when you hardly know that person or even talk to that person.

So this is werid people..pretty weird. Oh and I just received a bunch of flower from some random guy sent to my house, this is the second one....another weird thing. The first one I sort of know who sent it but the last two...no idea.

Let's get drunk!

Man I'm not saying I'm sober now since I still have a freaking painful headache but trust me it was worth it. Last night I had a small party suppossedly if dad didn't hire a band and invited over 30 people to join. The idea of having party came out of my head as I wanted to try our new BBQ set plus it was ages ago since I drank. However, it turned out to be a not so big but not small party but I don't give a darn cuz I reached my goal.. get myself and a few friends drunk!

The party started off with me grilling sausages and steaks and the party over at 3.45a.m. when I puked. It was a good fun,eh especially when you get to see your long-lost friends again and we just talked shit all night until most of them left because of their other obligations but that didn't stop me,Kwan and P'Bank from drinking. At that stage, all i did was saying cheers and pouring vodka+juice into my throat up until we finished everything and mom couldn't stand anymore (I bet she was sleepy and can't be bothered to stay up any longer) so she took me to the room with the help of my other drunk pals.

I wish I could sleep through this stupid hang-over but unfortunately I had to send Kwan off but once I sent her off I went home straight away to my lovely comfy bed for another sleeping round hahahha and I just woke up not long ago but still feel dipsy and still can't talk properly according to my brother's comment. I'm so hungry now so I'm going to leave this blog for now until I have nothing else to do.

Note* Kwan if you read this, don't worry about the bin (in my car) cuz the smell of you puke is no longer there but everytime I look at that rubbish bin I will think of you..hahahahha

Everything

Listen to this song when you're in love... huhuhu ^^
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You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

*By Michael Buble

Waited

I waited but the bus didn't come...
So I walked and I walked...
Now I'm on the Limo.

Selfish girl

I would like to dedicate this song to my special friend (you know who you are girl!!!) and for me?!?....nah!!!
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I know I'm very annoying, I know I'm not exactly a good girl or the perfect girl from your imagination.
I'm too nosy about your personal life, that's why you left me.

I always want everything exactly like what I said.
You need to be here when I want you to be.
I asked from you way too much, much more than a partner could give.

Being unreasonable and no matter how many times you said I still refused to listen.

But I want you to know that I know exactly that I'm annoying but can't you see all the girls are like this, we want someone to look after us. And we want to be an important part in partner's life.

I really don't know what should I do next, or try to find a compromise. No matter you think I'm acting like a kid or only think of myself but seriously every minute I think of you and want to say I love you.

(Translated from Thai song called Poo ying Aow Tae Jai, By Parn.)

Conversation's over

Did it start with an obsession?
Was the writing on the wall?
I can see through your deception
Through it all
I see clearly now
For too long you've had it your way
For too long I've tiptoed round
Finally we're face to face boy
No drama now
I'll stand my ground

Chorus:
Now the conversation's over
And there's nothing more to say
I've had my time with you
So hear me now
I won't stay
It's my turn to walk away

No point in talking round in circles
Or trying to read between the lines
I saw you dancing with the devil
I'm not blind
Don't sympathise
Cos for too long you've played your own game
For too long I've stood and cried
It's time I changed the combination
I'll be fine
Won't change my mind

Chorus:
Now the conversation's over
And there's nothing more to say
I've had my time with you
So hear me now
I won't stay
It's my turn to walk away

I've found the strength to finally say it
What the walls have heard a thousand times
And I just don't want pain
I'm no longer insane
I've reconnected my mind

Chorus:
Now the conversation's over, yeah
And there's nothing more to say
I've had my time with you
So hear me now
I won't stay (I won't stay)
It's my turn to walk away

Chorus:
Now the conversation's over (it's over yeah)
And there's nothing more to say (to say to say)
I've had my time with you
So hear me now
I won't stay (I won't stay)
It's my turn to walk away

More than million miles

You and I
We belong
If we choose to get along
Still we always bring our bullshit home
Time is passing us by
Holding onto you tight
I ain't letting go
I just want you to know

You and me together it should work
But your mind is in another universe
Your ambition is a thing I like to see
Let me know, let me know
If you can find some time for me

How can we be strong
When the road is more than a million miles long
When the song is done
Will the love be gone?
Or should we forget it
Get it
Don't sweat it
Regret it
I ain't with it
Let's quit, quit it

Is it red, is it green
Am I stuck in between
It ain't black or white
Just ain't feeling right
But it ain't what it seems
Can you say what you mean
Tell me why this always happens to me

You and me together it should work
But your mind is in another universe
Your ambition is a thing I like to see
Let me know, let me know
If you can find some time for me

How can we be strong
When the road is more than a million miles long
When the song is done
Will the love be gone?
Or should we forget it
Get it
Don't sweat it
Regret it
I ain't with it
Let's quit, quit it

Mixed feeling

Okay this is pretty weird, I know where I am standing right now literally but it just doesn't feel right. With everything surrounds me. Even here or back there, I don't belong to anywhere. It's like there's nowhere I can be. Especially, with my feeling I really don't know how do I feel about things especially with people. I hope there's some sort of signal or banners to show me whether I'm happy with what I'm having right now or not. I don't really want to be specific on what's going on actually I wish it didn't happen at all. Sometimes words can be cruel especially this time. You hope things is good as it always been but tough luck girl, reality is not a lucky game. You either win or lose in this life. I wouldn't say I'm a total failure in this case but it's just my feeling that deteriorated.

*sigh* fine.. if that's the way it is then let it be......... thanks for your time.