Princess of Darkness

Monday, December 14, 2009

Two is better than one

It was exactly one month ago when Joel introduced this song to me. It was on our 2 years anniversary, Joel just got home from work and he ran upstairs looking for me. I have to say that Joel is the type of guy who can be so darn romantic in such an odd place and time and maybe that's why I love him so much. I happened to be in the bathroom, washing my hand and I left the door open (well what's the point of closing the door when you only washed your hand right). He rushed into the bathroom and said "Can you please listen to this song, and happy anniversary" (or something like that). He turned on his iPhone and played this song 'Two is better than one', we hugged each other through out the whole song.

Today is our 2 years and one month anniversary. I'm in Bangkok and he's in Auckland. We're back on Long distance once again but not for long as he'll be here in February and I can't wait to see him. Somehow, I can relate our love story with this song and yes it's true that I don't want to live without Joel. He's someone that you don't find everyday. He's very peculiar in his own way and that's what make him so special. People always say that he's so shy and taciturn believe me I used to view him that way too but once you get to know him I was totally dumbfounded on how funny he is and yes he's very talented in so many ways. I don't usually praise him...well not right in front of him anyway haha. We rarely say that we both are romantic but deep down we both know that we are through actions and things that we constantly do for each other. Even though, lately we hardly do sweet things to each other or making each other cards or love notes but by driving me to Easyway just to get a glass of pearl milk tea at night despite the fact that he's so dead tired from work, it means the world to me. I might not see that it was sweet back then but when I think about it, he's done so many sweet things just for the sake of making me happy :)

I know that we are not saints and yes we do make mistakes. We both are basically two different people who are trying their best to be together just like the missing piece meets big O book by Shel Silverstein. Joel is my missing piece and even though he might grow or change his shape, we will learn to roll together and try to make the best out of everything.

Happy Monthaversary silly sweet darling.

Two is better than one.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Saturday, December 05, 2009

so sick of it

Yes I'm just so sick of it...I really do.

Friday, December 04, 2009

เบื่อ

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