Vanilla Twilight

Miss you so much honey >.<

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Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

This is why he's the one for me

Last night I felt so down for some unknown reasons. So many things going on in my head and they are all unexplainable. Thanks God for sending someone like Joel to me, his words means the world to me..and maybe this is why he's the one for me.

Hon, I copied some part of our conversation on msn this afternoon. I just want to keep it in here so in the future when I feel down I can come back and read it and know that you are always right by my side. Love you darling.
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Jo: "Everyone can always do better than what they are doing now. You set goals for yourself and exceed them. Realistic goals. There are days when i feel down. I tend to think a lot as well but at the end of the day, life doesn't give much time for me to think all the time. Kind of have to 'do' life.. and hope that you are making the right decisions for yourself. But if you find that you aren't then you got to step back and think a bit more. It's like a boat in the water. You have control of the wheel but then sometimes, the wind blows you in one direction. You can't control the wind, but you control the wheel. And just got to stay in control sometimes, even when the wind blows you to somewhere you don't want to go to and maybe the wind would change direction one day and you can steer to a better place" March, 23 2010

Who'd have known by Lily Allen

Who'd Have Known Lyrics

It's 5 o'clock in the morning
Conversation got boring
You said you're going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there
Til I heard you come up the stairs
I pretended I was sleeping
And I was hoping you would creep in
With me

You put your arm around my shoulder
It was as if the room got colder
We moved closer in together
And started talking bout the weather
Said tomorrow would be fun
We can watch A Place In The Sun
I didn't know where this was going
When you kissed me

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine
Who'da known, who'da known
When you flash up on my phone
I'd no longer feel alone
No longer feel alone

I haven't left here for days now
And I'm becoming amazed how
You're quite affectionate in public
In fact, your friend said it made her feel sick
And even though it's moving forward
There's just the right amount of awkward
And today you accidentally
Called me baby

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine
Who'da known, who'da known
When you flash up on my phone
I'd no longer feel alone

Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
Told your friends
They all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Now let's just see how we go
Now let's see how we go

Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
Told your friends
They all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Now let's just see how we go
Now let's see how we go