Princess of Darkness

Saturday, August 25, 2007

They're kept on coming..who?!?...Stalkers

Seriously, why do my life have to be involved with these kind of people? If you don't know what kind of people I'm talking about let's me clarify it to you. I only have a few words to describe these people and those are ... psycho, weird and pathetic or if you put all these words together it will become..Stalker. Also, if you've read my blog previously on the subject 'weird' you can figure it out that this is not the first time but what's bad about it that this is a different guy (I presume that this one is different than the former stalker). Okay the story started off like this... (I basically copied some part from the email which I sent to my bf as I can't be bothered to write up the whole thing again.)

Last night after I got home from the stupid frantic class (also long story on this), I noticed a brown envelope on the dining table. The size of the envelope is for A4 size paper. So I opened it after I saw my name as a receiver. Inside there was 4 pieces of A4 and one no name CD. Let's guess what on earth is it?!?.... your time is up. The answer is..... a freaking love letter and one lame love songs CD from another STALKER!!!! I hate it I hate it. This one is even worse, he knows my birthday and he even gave me his msn account name and his cellphone numbers... two numbers. Like hell I'm going to add him or call him. (He didn't give me his address though..thanks goodness)

The reason why I'm so sure that he's different from the stalker that his stupid gf called me and scolded me on things that I didn't do is because the name is different (did I jump to the conclusion way too fast?). His handwriting is horrible and according to the stamp, it indicated that the sender's postcode is the same as my postcode so I can eliminate my friends out of that.

At first I thought my friends were pulling my leg but I have to be a little bit logical to the fact that none of my friends work or live around here. Therefore, I doubt that they will put such an effort driving all the way from wherever they live to here just to send me this stupid love letter. I called mom and told her that I received a weird letter, she told me not to open it because she scared that it will contaminate with poisoned chemicals i.e., anthrax. Good one mom! Another friend of mine, Chai told me something that might make sense to this whole situation is that probably I have something inside me that could attract weird people or these people can see a deep inner beauty...screw you Chai hahahaha. Hmm..does that mean my bf is weird as well?!? *puzzling*

I reckon that life is full of surprises but this kind of surprise is not what I've expected. It's truely not what I want for sure. As one could imagine, having stalker is not a pleasant thing. It's actually scared the hell out of me since this person and I share the same postcode which means he probably lives around here. Unless, he came all the way to my area just to send me this stupid letter..pretty scary huh. I only wish that this guy is rich and handsome haha but I don't want to put my hopes up and no matter he is, it's still freaky and terrifying anyway. Desperate thing for one person could do.

There is no moral in this story but all I want to say for guys out there. If you're interested in someone, have at least a tiny gut to introduce yourself IN PERSON. Please.... for the love of God, don't send such a weird letter or things to people and expecting them to contact you. Firstly, you're already scared the shit out of that person. Secondly, they probably think that you're a weirdo which I already set my mind that whoever stalk me are weirdo!!! Lastly, it is lame to hide behind curtains so be brave and you never know what's the outcome going to be but at least you try. I don't want to be so harsh by using nasty words and I'm not going to do so. I'm trying to understand that maybe these people have such a timid personality, positive thinking as you can see. However, I might be insane or close to that boarder if I called or make a contact to these people *sigh*. Oh well whatever will be, will be but for now I'm sure that my life is no longer the same. I miss my life back in New Zealand, I was carefree and happy to be around my beloved friends and most importantly no stalker. People there are so opened about their feelings which is great and they can accept the consequences. I'm not discriminating but all I'm saying that people here, they're either TOO opened (in a negative way) or Too sheepish. I wish I could turn back time every now and then and be in the place where I belong.


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Santika Club


My philosophy for last Saturday night was 'People can have fun without alcohol' and yes I'm a living proof for that matter. I have to say that I'm not a partygoer or who work by day and club by night but last Saturday was exceptional.

It started off with a message on my friend's msn username. She was saying that she was bored blah blah blah and I hate to see my friend gets bored (I think you can figure it out that it's just my lame excuse for going out). The party procedure was pretty easy and simple. I just sent out a few text messages to friends and that's how we do it hahahaha.

I'm also lukcy that my dad is a good friend of the Santika Club (more info of this club plz visit :http://www.santikaclub.com). Apparently, it's a well-known club in Bangkok and people also recommended this place. I guess some people have their own appreciations in music and not everyone is a fan of this club but man I'm already fallen in love to this club.

Dad made a phone call to the owner and my friends and I decided to hit the club at 9p.m. which was quite early but we didn't mind as we wanted to have a chat before we let ourselves go. Live bands were awesome especially the Burn Band..you guys rock! especially When you performed 'What I've done'. Mister D.J. was hot as well (hot as in skill not his face..no man ...no!!!). We were in VIP section and we were well looked after and thanks to my dad and P'Ball, the owner of the club. My friends were either tipsy or truly wasted..literally. On the other hand, I was fully conscious but I danced like I've had at least 3 bottles of Black Label when I actually only had coke and pure water...emphasize PURE water. My friends finished a 1 1/4 bottle of Black Label and plenty of mixers that's why most of them were wasted!!! Nevertheless, they said we all had fun so that's a good thing hahahaha. Oh we didn't have to pay for the bill, like I've stated above that we were well looked after physically and finacially.

We set our feet in at 9p.m. but we didn't leave
until 2a.m. One thing that's bugging me though people were hardly moving. It's like they're there for just drinking and checking out each other. Unlike us, we were there to drink (not me) and dance (that's for me). Yet, when we were starting our moves, people followed us which is good. We turned their switches ON. After that I had to send my friends off cuz they were in such a bad shape, they couldn't remember the address...hahahaha but it's all cool.

I'm sure Chai also thanks me for inviting him. If you want to know why, you need to ask him personally. HAHAHAHA... Oh well, mom said
I can't go clubbing for at least another 3 months but I told her that I have an alcohol deposit card at the club which will expire in two months. So I need to claim it before the expiry date..hahahaha...that's my plan. Santika Club..you rock!!!




Monday, August 20, 2007

Destiny

Gazing into the distant sky, gazing with curiosity.
About who was it that had you lose your way and meet me?
There are millions of people, there is no reason we had to meet.
From being one who didn't believe in anything, in the end I can but ask myself over and over.

So it's destiny, isn't it? That laid it out to be like this
So we are meant to love each other, right? In that case can I ask...
Please don't let us separate.
Let us love each other until the day we die.
Can I ask for that?

I used to think that my breath was mine.
But once I met you, I knew you were my breath.
There are millions of people, there is no reason we had to meet.
From being one who didn't believe in anything, in the end I can only ask myself again.
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Thanks: http://ethaimusic.com/lyrics3/788.html

Friday, August 17, 2007

Sarm Chook Market

It's been a long while since I updated my blog and I blame it on my master degree course. I actually just got back from Chiang Mai a few days ago for a field trip. It was more like party trip rather than educational trip. It was a good experience though apart from an unpleasant hotel that we stayed... oh well just leave that behind. Anyhow, today is my day off and I used this opportunity to visit 100 year-old market in Supanburi Province. To be honest, I didn't plan for this trip it just came out of the blue plus I've heard about this market from various channels and why not just go today since I have nothing else to do (actually I do, but you know me...hahahahaha).
It takes around one or two hours to get to Supanburi by car. The length of travel time depends on how many stops you take. For me, it only took me around one and a half hour due to toilet stop and visiting King Narasuan Monument. When I was young my dad used to bring me to Supanburi at least twice a month because of his business matter. So i adopted the accent from Supanburi people and I was quite fluent actually. However, my mom couldn't stand it and she asked my dad to stop taking me there with him, if my mom didn't do that I'd probably still can speak Thai with Supanburi accent.

The 100 year-old Sarm Chook Market is very unique with its own cultural diversity and friendly vendors. I stopped there for a nice lunch, Yen Tah Foh is a must-try-dish there. It was worth the wait, the flavour is just right and most importantly it's pretty cheap. Only 25 baht per bowl...big bowl. There are plenty of old style toys, antique lamps and Thai traditional food/dessert. What this market tries to represent is the uniqueness of the old style shops and restaurant. Just like 100 years ago, so the new generation could learn about the past and the mixture of cultures. It's obvious that there is a lot of Chinese influences in this market, especially at the coffee shop. It's an old wooden house with heaps of Chinese letters and people in the shop also wear Chinese costume. My maid was quite mean when she made a comment that actually this market is old because of the shop owners, not because the age of the market....hahahhaha... I just laughed my arse off.


The highlight of this trip would be 'The Coke House'. Basically, it's a gallery of Coke products. The ownder has a fond of coke products, it's not only because her name is Coke (for real) but she likes Coke merchadises as well. The entry fee is only 5 baht per person which is pretty cheap and it worths every satang (cent in Thai). So make sure you visit this place when you visit Supanburi. Oh another recommendation, the Thai dessert shop outside the old coffee shop. There are 16 kinds of Thai desserts and I already tried almost half of it.


Wednesday, August 08, 2007

4 in the morning

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right